this is a place. you might be a person.

This is a picture I took a couple weeks ago. I remember it being a good day, even though I can’t recall what those feel like at the moment.

Good morning, world. I don’t want to go to class.

If I take this entire bottle of immune boosting echinacea, how long will it take me to feel better? It better be 5 minutes. I ain’t got time for this bullshit.

Standing up for myself makes me feel physically ill, and I think that’s a problem.

Why on earth should asserting my beliefs make me feel like I’m overstepping some line? Why shouldn’t I be able to say, “Hey, I need this to be happy.” Why do I feel so guilty? It’s ridiculous. I’m trying to ignore the knot in my stomach, because this is worth it. I need to learn to stand up for myself. I need to realize that I am important and deserving of the pursuit of happiness, just as much as anyone else.

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my armpit hair feels gross right now. that’s what happens when I shower at other people’s houses and don’t get to shave.

Okay. I don’t hate my hair. I’m just a drama queen that hates change. I think my hormones are going back to normal levels now, because I feel calm and level headed. Fucking menstrual cycle, turning me into a psychopath…

I got my hair cut yesterday. Because I’ve been neglecting to trim the split ends, there was so much breakage and dead hair that they had to cut a lot off. I almost had a break down in the middle of Target I was so unhappy with it. However, I’ve come to terms with it. It still makes me sad to look in a mirror, but I have to suck it up. My hair is going to look like this for at least a few months. Hopefully, it will grow back quickly. I’ll never skip getting my hair trimmed ever again.

I just highlighted something in a textbook for the first time ever. That was really exhilarating.

As for the third question, someone definitely will pay you to be an accountant.

going to a beer league hockey game tonight. I’m pretty stoked. and I get to wear a sweater! because cold! because ice! how exciting!

I’m so glad I put forth the effort to curl my hair so it could look like this in under an hour.